Enabler

Recently more and more people have found it necessary to point out to me that I am an "enabler". On face value that sounds bad, I agree. But is it always? I do what I can to help...does that make me bad? I base my decisions on what I think God would want me to do...does that make me bad? I give my heart, dedication, passion, and loyalty...regardless if anything is returned...does that make me bad? I do not think so. While, admittedly I do get frustrated/hurt/upset at certain situations..which often lead to my frustration being vented in the wrong direction...i think people need to behave in such a way as to answer to one person, our heavenly father. If I base my actions on what I think God would have me do...regardless of the actions of those around me...I am comfortable with myself. I know that I can not fix everyones problems, but God can...and if I allow myself to be a vessel...lifes/people can be reached.

I know there is more to say here, but I get myself consfused, so for know, I will leave it at that.